If I am angry, I will be angry. I will be b l i n d i n g light. I will be r a g e and shaky hands. I will be v e n o m and teary eyes. I will not laugh at your jokes. I will not tuck my f a n g s away to smile for you. I will look you dead in the eye and I will spit out the teeth that are not mine. (x)
… my body is haunted
wicked voice in my spirit has control
blinded by the beauty of my d a r k n e s s
I was taught to hate them, the vampires. It’s what I know. It’s what your father knew.
Do you honestly feel nothing for this girl, a girl fated to live the same life that you’ve endured? And now you’ve just taken away the last of her family, just as yours was taken away from you.
I’m scared that if I let myself be happy for just one moment, the world’s just going to come crashing down. And I don’t know if I can survive that.